A singer (Eino Leino's poems)

 A singer

 "  N88.   20th of July 2022   Eino Leino wrote ( my translation) :

"...  See, a human feels sorrow and joy

and a human feels and lives.

But a singer wanders and listens

and in her/his ears kantelees play.

Those play, play days

and nights, those echo from far away, so far away.

And a singer wanders and listens

and a singer hears and - sings. "

Life has it's own rythms, like lifting one's glace when one is aware of one's environment, or running a short distance, or how the feel of rainy weather affects how one comes in. Those rythms are kind of like songs, and having started something natural and pleasant in one's everyday lufe one knows how to continue it, kind of saying yes i was singing this song and the other natural refreshibg songs of my daily life. But it is more like lufe singing than any memorized melody. 

The poem is the ending from the poem Yölaulu = Nightsong in Eino Leino's poetry book Laulun lahja = The talent/gift of songs/singing.

 N89.   Of how one sings in the poem of Eino Leino

"I wander the paths of the forest
on a summer evening thinking deeply by myself
and my chest enlargens of joy
and I sing, just sing."

One could think of feeling like singing since it is such a fine weather with some nature ( trees? ) around.

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From my over a thousand entries long blog text about the skills of Christmas gnomes   learntalents.blogspot.com

My books

 Last October 2021 I collected my old texts to books, and now in June 2022 added some of my newer texts ( written after that) to one more book "Skills Of Christmas Gnomes, continued"  see https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B45C7J9M . You can find the other books by clicking my name. Thwre are also some older books and booklets of mine.

8.8.

   Onpahan syntymäpäiväni numeroiden myötä  hoikkuudestakin kertynyt jotakin osaamista:  https://kauneusjaviisaus.blogspot.com/2018/03/hoikistuminen-ja-tunteenomainen-ideaali.html 

Ja laihdutuskikkoja.blogspot.com 

Mutta ennen kaikkea hyväntuulinen elämänviisas elämä terveiden elämäntapojen tienoilta, maailmassakin viisaasti, tuo pienemmän ravinnontsrpeen ja ajan myötä hoikan tai hoikanpuoleisen kropan, joka ei ole kireä vaan tervehenkiseen hyväntuuliseen toimeliaisuuteen sopiva. Vrt musiikista pitäminen. 

24th of July 2022   But the main thing i have always connected with the numbers 8.8. is that the round forms are healthy wholes according to feelings and connected naturally in varied amount. So it is a model of the healthy world and a paradise theory, which has given rise to my paradise theory 2013paradise.blogspot.com .

10.8.2022   Sisätiloissa istuminen, toimettomana ja dyöden ei lle hyväksi linjoille. Musiikkiharrastuneisuus ja luonnossa liikkumisesta pitäminen tuovat sellaista toimeluaan elämänviisautta ja kivaa tunteidenmukaisuutta, että ruokaa kuluu luonnostaan vähemmän ja liikunnallisuuden myötä vyötärö on rennon eloisalla tavalla hoikahko. 

Key to long age

 "   K4.   13th of February 2022   I do not know for dure, I am 50 years old, but if I would be asked what is the secret of living very ling, I woukd guess that doing things with a good basic way of doibg that has common sense like objective thinking with pictures of wholes and also healthy ways of living like one can learn from watching nature, so that the basic guess of a young person is that one can luve very long that way, of a so young person that one does not count how many tens of years but just gyesses that many. 

 I came to write this since when i looked out of tge window, some blackbirds on the ground seemed to have nuclear bombs' destructiln as a theme, and some small greyish bird on the ground ( which wandered absentmindedly saying that people who do not have muchvtime left are often at loss like that ) seemed to say that from a wild bird's view my view went with long age, so i wrote this, even though i often do nit get well alobg with people and i do not know what is the reason for that. "

From my text Skills of Christmas gnomes learntalents.blogspot.com 

How one is along in the flow of life

 Saying that time passes does not give so happy life. Better to think of time as how one is along in the flow of life, ages old life at the level of experience and feelings, with keen senses and a good understanding too.

50 vuotta kasassa, 50 years lived

See https://fromhighlightohighlight.blogspot.com/2020/08/some-present-like-things.html 

 " Nyt olen jo melkein 50. Jäin miettimään tartteeko minun jotenkin muistella menneitä 50 vuotta vai voinko vain elellä eteenpäin. Jos tekisin yhteenvedon, niin se on, että olen kärsinyt paljon, lähinnä kai siksi, että minulla on paljon vihollisia, mille syytä en kunnolla tiedä, mutta he sanovat syyksi, että äitini on kohdellut minua liian paljon pahemmin kuin heidän oma äitinsä heitä ja siksi he haluavat pitää etäisyyttä moiseen. 

Lisäksi olen kirjoittanut paljon, säveltänyt jotakin, opettanut koiria ja nuorempana harrastanut liikuntaa, musiikkia ja luontoa. Myös eräopaskurssi ja maatalouskoulu olivat kivoja, mutta koulu, etenkin lukio, ja yliopiston matematiikka ja fysiikka kamalia. Asuinpaikoistani olen eniten pitänyt Savonlinnasta, jossa asuin koirineni 11 vuotta, ja Helsinkiä en kestänyt, kun aina kävi huonosti.

Terv. Kaisa Hannele Tervola "

I translate:

"Now I am already almost 50. I was left pondering do I need to somehow ponder my memories of the past 50 years or can I just live onwards. If I would summarize, it is that I have suffered a lot, I guess that mostly because I have lots of enemies, for which I do not know the reason, but they say that the reason is that since my mother treated me so much worse than their own mother them, they want to keep distance to such situation.

In addition I have written a lot, composed some pieces, taught dogs and as younger I had as hobbies sports, music and nature. I also liked the wilderness guide course and the farming school, but school, especially secondary school, and in the university math and physics were horrible. Of the places I have lived in I have most liked Savonlinna where I lived with my dogs 11 years, but I couldn't bear Helsinki since things always went badly for me there."

26th of July 2021   Of how my paradise theory and my writing work connects to what I learned in a good quality way about my birthday and my childhood name assosiation "emperor", https://aboutmytexts.blogspot.com/2015/08/my-birthday.html

It is a little bit under two weeks to my 50th birthday, and I come to think of the people I studied with or associated with as younger and many of them too are 50 years this year. But I think that having lived 50 years is mostly about one's own life  how it turned out and what one has avhieved, what carries life and what one waits from one's older years. While school times and pals of one's younger years connect with school and studies and aren't so good to mix with this. I do not feel like having travelled together with them, but instead with my own hpbbies, like-minded peope, music, good books, etc 

28th of July 2021   It is some one and a half weeksvto my birthday, but since Midsummer atmosphere has usually been 10 or 11 days before Midsummer according to the calendar, I marked already now to my prile thst I am almost 50, but I am not planning anything special because of my 50th birthday, just ordinary peaceful life. 

2nd of August 2021   My mother has never been like the usual picture of mums. Instead she is very much like a step mother clishee or enemy, so I guess that she is either a step mother or persons who pretend to be my step mother. 

7th of August 2021   Timorrow is my 50th birthday and today around noon I noticed that when I looked at some music vudeo, it kubd of flattened the atmosphere as if there was a celebration going on, people thinking that I am now 50 years and that that is a whole bunch of time, of life. I do not feel a need to celebrate, but I recognise a simular phenomenom as in the celebeations of the elderly: activity stopped, nothing to do, the younger ones just thinking of such bug amoubts of tine, of years they still have to live their life. I nitice thst I bladdre meaningfuö memiries qithout gully going them through, as uf those things were in some vitrine for guests to look at. Such reminds me of the elderly, but I do not cobsider it a good way to live, yet I feel that if I do anything special around my birthday, i judt ruin it useless. 

I guess that that means that especially younger people want to hear how to live a long and good life. My view to that is that one ought to have healthy ways of living and follow civiliced wisdom. My wisdom of life you can find from this blig at links from yhe text Some present like things, for example miscellaneous advices for unknown audience at my text about the skills of Christmas gnomes learntalents.blogspot.com .

8th of August 2021   Today I am 50 years old. It seems to bring nothing special to my life. I would like to continue with healthy ways of living, music and Buddhism. 

 

"Grey" hair

 I have lately had some "grey" hair. I have heard that such can be grey, silvery or white but mine resembles optical fibre i.e. transparent. My mom used to have silver or metal coloured hairs but she used to dye it quite light grey, and my pa's dark brown hair did not so easily turn grey.

I used to have a white spitz. I have also in Finnish kept a blog "Tulta leiskuu harmaahapset" harmaahapset.blogspot.com .